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Qui suis-je quand je ne suis pas moi?

by Agathe Lenoël (2015)

About this book

"Personne ne peut soupçonner que je suis bipolaire. Un matin, j'ai surgi de mon lit, comme un ressort, mue par un désir irrésistible de raconter mon histoire, pour dire au monde cette détresse et cette joie mêlées que procure la bipolarité. Voici donc un témoignage, le mien, qui se situe au plus intime de l'être, au plus près des pensées quand elles s'encombrent et deviennent folles. Voici un récit intime pour dire, du point de vue de la personne souffrante et bien vivante, combien la lutte vaut la peine, combien la route est belle. Aujourd'hui, j'ai envie de raconter ce qui se cache derrière ce "moi" qui me joue des tours. Qui suis-je quand je ne suis pas moi? Cette question me hante depuis maintenant plus de quinze ans et j'ai décidé d'aller vers cette personne, avec vous."

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Protagonist / CoreQui suis-je quand je ne suis pas moi? Lead Character

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